ahhh goodness it's been a very long time dA :c
I am so sorry once again for my inactivity.
this move is really NOT working out for me and my family. to list a few:
- the house my mom wanted horribly failed its house inspection
- we're having a ton of trouble finding good houses within our price range in the area that everyone agrees on
- school and its administration is absolute garbage here
- I still don't have a lot of friends at school
- my wisdom teeth are coming in and hurt like a BITCH
- my mom is always stressed, which makes her angry, which is sometimes taken out on me and my sister (nothing violent I promise! it's just an angry attitude is contagious and uncomfortable to be around)
- in the time I've been here I've been harassed, bullied and stalked
- I'm always stressed and super unhappy here
- I have no time to do anything I want to anymore because of this ridiculous homework load
- my tablet is super frustrating to work with and I've lost all motivation to draw (assuming I can find any time)
- my depression, anxiety and anger issues have returned, so now I have to go back to therapy
and this is all just the first quarter of the school time I've been here /:
any free time I have goes to all the homework I have to do, or the responsibilities I have in the music department, or the sleep I need to catch up on.
so I hope this explains why I haven't been on dA as much as I used to be. so much so that I've ran out of my premium :'cc damn I miss that thing.
I don't think these problems will be going away soon, so my inactivity and lack of art are most likely going to continue for a long time.
I can't even promise that I'll be around to check up on dA while I'm gone. I just don't have the time.
to anyone I owe something to, please contact me on instagram or tumblr and we can discuss any refunds or other kinds of repayment.
tumblr URL: merrody
thank you all once again for being patient with me. it means the world to me, knowing that I can have such wonderful, supportive followers being there for me.
I hope to get back into the swing of things as soon as I can, but until then, I'll still be active on mobile instagram and tumblr if you would like to keep up with me.
thank you and I hope you're all having a wonderful day/night/whatever time of day it is for you C:
wish me luck! hope to speak to everyone again soon